My excuse

I feel bad for you all with your big full boobs, runny noses and no sleep (really I do). But I just have to pipe in here and say at least you can go.
As Jess and Kristen already know, I went to the doctor on Thurs. And after over 2 hours for a 10 min. thing, the xrays showed my toe is still broken. The doc told me I have at least 2 more weeks to heal but maybe 4.
I guess it's silly that I am dying to run. But I am. Josh even told me this week that I need to get back out there because when I was running I was happier!?! Huh?
I'm really bummed because I know that a non-runner like myself doesn't have a shot in H-E-double hockey sticks of running the race if I don't get back in the saddle soon. Kristen even said, "There are always other 1/2 marathons, this isn't in the only one." I yelled at her. I didn't even want to think about it. But the truth is, I'm losing my hope and fear that indeed I might not be there in my cute running skirt begging to be taken away on a stretcher. I might have to be on the sidelines. NO NO NO NO NO. Just writing that makes me want to puke. I've never been a quiter. I don't want to start now.
So think of me while you're aching, sweaty and looking sexy in those running clothes slurping down the GU. I wish I could be with you.